After every stupid thing I do, I’ll feel guilty for the time being, and blow it off as if it’s nothing the next. Living life with a malleable conscience is great for the moment, however it’s a killer when everything finally catches up and brings you down.
I just don’t have time to care as much as I should anymore.
No, just because I feel a connection doesn’t automatically mean relationship. Most of the time when you first have a connection with someone, it’s probably just infatuation. Don’t rush into stuff like that, you’re screwing yourself and the girl over. Girls aren’t stupid, however if they’re presented with someone they want, that’s when their decisions become lucid.
Take your time, get to know, see if she’s someone you can see yourself being with. By the way, be proud when you have her. Show her off everynow and then. Girls really like that for some weird reason. By the way, don’t ever bring roses. The gesture’s overplayed. Bring her books instead, or something of the sort.